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This morning I made two attempts at a quickie while the kids were adequately occupied. If you don't have that special thing from day one chances are you get older and realize what that empty spot really is. I hate answering by saying "I'm fine" when really I'm not! It's been 19 years, but it's been bad for so long, I don't even know what a healthy relationship is anymore.
And if you ask her about her marriage, she feels its ok and everything is fine. Impossible so *any* opportunity the presents itself is jumped on (pun intended). when we met the chase his perspective on life dreams ambition morals where everything I ever wanted in life ," he is still my dream guy " with no buts , just desire I desire the free man I met I desire the chase I desire... without even realizing it, I went down the same path as my father. Someone who knows when I need some attention, when I need to offload & talk about my day.
Yesterday a female attractive bartender that works at a bar by our house that we go to.
(my husband goes more than me).showed up at our house looking for my husband...
Here I am lying in bed writing this and another night by myself. He's asleep in a single bed with our 9 year old daughter.
It started a few months ago and our daughter asked my husband (h) and her father to sleep in her bed with her. Everyone loves her and she truly is a great person and a terrific mother. Now that my baby is 17, we finally have time for us. Sometimes we do petting but I feel like I married a teenager. my father had a very hard marriage to my mother as well. know nothing about....u are asleep and I have a battle zone going on within my heart. Things have moved on and I feel like posting again. When I last posted I mentioned how my wife had gone from no sex, to no kissing and really no... I hate not having someone to sit up with, chat to, laugh with & be intimate with. Now in this modern world we are bombarded with so much information on lives, cultures... She is very caring and friendly with everyone and tends to thier needs. During this time, I totally devoted my life to being a loyal wife and a good mother. Member of “ILIASM” comprise all ages, walks of life, economic classes, and nationalities... Maybe it's those things that I miss the most and am seeking out. He is a liar, addicted to **** who doesn't want to have sex with me. I didn't want my son to grow up without me in his life. Another day of emotions buried..feelings left in said and the frustration of uncertainty. than 2 months since I posted my first story...thanks to the people who responded. In olden times, people's satisfaction levels were easier met and they lived a hard life, with little or no certainty. honest with myself and allow you to blame me for the failure of our marriage.... I mean absolutely none left but managed to rekindle the fire with them? Has anyone done that successfully with their spouse? Last weekend I cooked a special dinner...candles...trying to rekindle what we once had. I told him I had prepared a special dinner for him. for things to slow down but the past three plus we are more like brother and sister. This morning as I was drinking my coffee in the kitchen my husband walks by and he asks me where I'd put the suitcase. for more, as this life I've become entrapped in feels cold and desolate, so very lonely to me. I've got such a horrible selfish wife you wouldn't believe she has turned every second of my life into a bitter experience and nobody is to blame but myself. Wellllllllll yesterday he took me out on a date ...dinner and a movie still not much conversation but hey it was nice and I really felt like he was trying. Turn cold shoulder, I'm tried I'm sleepy oh my head hurt this and that. Over the past 15 years of marriage, but particularly the last 10, I've felt... We hade fun togheter and we did everything together. Her sister didn't invited us to her wedding, and her family took the sister side. know my husband and I are like strangers in our home.Then I wonder why I constantly crave communication from someone else. Things could be as simple as keeping her own nails clean or keeping the house clean. and playful and I still look at her breasts and *** when she's near me.